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Sep. 14th, 2008 01:14 amSo I'm not upset over the thyroid thing anymore. It's better not to be sick than it is to be sick, you know?
I'm just going to have to excersize or some crap or whatever. I don't know. I can't sentence today.
And yet I'm still trying to write, imagine that. And every day when I calculate how many words I have to write each day if I want to get to 100,000 by my birthday goes UP. I feel like I work really hard, and then I realize that I've only written like 8,500 words since August 23rd. Obviously, that is not enough. I mean, I've done some editing and some plot-working out and some characterization, but I want it in writing now. I want it to be finished, because I want to read it, if that makes sense. I kind of write as if what I'm writing has already happened- like I'm transcribing events from a movie, not as if I'm actually the creator. And I have to step out of that mindset sometimes in order for things not to suck, and I'm doing that, but it doesn't look good on paper.
Also Microsoft Word owns my soul and I love it, but it does try to make me make some strange grammar choices sometimes. It's funny like that.
-1:21 AM
I'm just going to have to excersize or some crap or whatever. I don't know. I can't sentence today.
And yet I'm still trying to write, imagine that. And every day when I calculate how many words I have to write each day if I want to get to 100,000 by my birthday goes UP. I feel like I work really hard, and then I realize that I've only written like 8,500 words since August 23rd. Obviously, that is not enough. I mean, I've done some editing and some plot-working out and some characterization, but I want it in writing now. I want it to be finished, because I want to read it, if that makes sense. I kind of write as if what I'm writing has already happened- like I'm transcribing events from a movie, not as if I'm actually the creator. And I have to step out of that mindset sometimes in order for things not to suck, and I'm doing that, but it doesn't look good on paper.
Also Microsoft Word owns my soul and I love it, but it does try to make me make some strange grammar choices sometimes. It's funny like that.
-1:21 AM
