It Seems Like Years Since It's Been Clear

+ Basics +
Are you emotional :: Super.
Do songs make you cry? :: The Long and Winding Road, Here Today, Free As a Bird, others.
What about movies :: Concert For George
What emotion do you usually feel :: Happiness or hate... I go to extremes.
+ Sadness +
What does it take to make you cry your heart out :: Sadly, not much.
How many times have you done that :: All the time. Not so much lately...
Where do you cry :: Anywhere, but I try not to be in school when I do
Do you hate crying :: Oh God yes.
Do you like it when others cry :: Ugh no, I always feel so bad, but I know the more you try to comfort them the more embarrassed they feel... so I let them cry and then change the subject.
Do you think tears make eyes look pretty :: NO.
Who looks good when they cry :: No one I know
How else do you express sadness :: I turn it into anger. Sadly that means violence and screaming. That's pretty extreme though.
Are you sad all the time :: Not really. More like hateful, but I get over it
+ Anger + What does it take to make you mad :: Stupidity, esp. mine or a teacher's... anything.
What do you do when you're angry :: Screaming... oh God the screaming... and of course, tears. Sometimes. Usually I get super bitchy and I'm sorry for that because it's not fair to the people I bitch to.
How short is your temper :: Really short... sometimes.
How long does it take you to calm down :: Years... it took two to stop being angry with my ex.
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad :: Hmm... violence towards people. Usually it's the poor doors that get kicked and slammed and swung open with great force
Do you freak out when others are angry :: No, but I do feel bad.
Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you :: lol what do you think? hee
What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad :: I don't want to get into it.
Do you anger people :: Sure.
+ Joy + How often are you happy :: All the time, even when I'm hateful... unless I'm angry or sad, obviously.
What makes you happy :: Friends, Beatles, not much. I'm picky.
What do you do when you're happy :: Squee and laugh. :)
How optimistic are you :: The glass is neither half empty nor half full. It just is.
Do happy people make you mad :: Sometimes, but not usually.
What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy :: Dunno.
Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone :: Yesyesyesyes!
Ever been so happy you cried :: ALL THE TIME! whee!
Do you smile a lot :: Yeah
Kiss people a lot:: no.
Who really makes you happy :: Hmm. Jackie, Bianca, my lj friends, lunch with the monochromatic hippies, THE BEATLES.
Do you like doing things for people when you're happy :: Sometimes
+ Fear + What do you do when you're scared :: Cry.
What scares you :: The fate of western civilization, pollution, people dying, the dark... etc.
Do you like scaring people :: Sometimes
Do you like the trill of being frightened :: NO. Ugh.
Does fear accompany anger in your case :: I suppose sometimes.
Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe :: Yeah
How often do you panic :: Constantly
What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER :: Hmm... well, one time I thought Paul died. That was scary. Um. Being lost in the super market. I don't know.
What do you do to calm your nerves :: Nothing helps, so I just wait for them to calm themselves.
Do rollercoasters scare you :: Yeah, especially after physics class *wink*
+ The strongest emotion + What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going :: Here Today
Movie :: I don't watch movies too much.
Commericial :: They don't lmao
Person :: Anyone
Thing :: Reocords!
Sight :: Beatles
Sound :: ...Beatles
Food :: Beatles... just kidding. Um. I don't have any emotional foods thank you.
Thing you're looking forward to/want :: More records?
+ What do you do + When the emotion sucks :: Cry
When the emotion rocks :: ...cry?
When there's no emotion :: I never feel like that
+ Would you rather + Never feel again :: Sometimes... yeah. I never want my heart broken again, I never want the deep chasm of loss again, I never want to cry again. But sometimes... the happy high makes it all worth it. So no.
Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :: Oh God. I've been so lonely for the longest time. But anger makes me tired and hateful and I'd probably die of high blood pressure.
Be happy forever and never experience bad times :: Sigh. No. Then I'd lose my humanity.
Cause misery :: No
Feel misery :: Stufooooo
Be alone :: I don't know. Sometimes I think I'm better off alone, that way I don't annoy people.
Be with everyone you know :: Blah
+ Who + Cheers you up more than anyone else :: Wow... when one of my very closest friends... (Jackie and Bianca) smile. That really makes me feel great. Or, a Beatle. Hee.
Angers you more than anyone else :: Me.
Scares you more than anyone else :: Anyone I love when they're suicidal
Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else :: Wow... I guess Jackie, because we always get so deep.
Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think :: Jackie or Bianca. They never seem like they're fishing for sympathy. They're... I dunno... real? And also very close.

Thought I'd start with that because it's RANT TIME.
Whoo.

So, I failed my second semester of Algebra 1 last year. Old news.
So, I failed my first semester of Geometry this year. New news.
So, It took my school a year to figure out I SUCK AT MATH.
So, my schedule is all screwed up now so I can take retard Algebra. Whoo.

JACKIE, I'M GONNA MISS YOU IN MY FIRST PERIOD!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH it's not fair...
But, I'll be with Bianca and Stephanie third period, which is nice. :) I only have two classes with them... but now... I only have two classes with Jackie. Woe.
BUT, Jess and I get a break from each other. :) Which is nice. :)

I have some retard algebra class with my homeroom teacher (yay) FIRST PERIOD, so I can't be late anymore. WOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Maybe now I'll pass, but I really wish I hadn't just WASTED my first semester in geometry.
Blah, I could've taken an elective!

I'm picking Biology next year, I hope I'll get Wagner. :) I should... he taught AP Biology last year... I lurve Mr. Wagner!

Anyways, I have nothing more to bitch about and no more news, so I'll be back later.
See you then...
Ivyette @ 9:11 PM