Bob

Bob isn't home. I keep thinking he'll never be home, but he will. Soon. I miss him so much :( The thought of Bob in pieces with a virus is just too much to bear. Don't mind if I'm sulky for the next few days or don't update as much as usual. On a positive note, bald!Bianca comes home soon. So that's good.
Ivyette @ 1:43 AM

P.S. Happy birthday JKR, Harry, and Neville. And happy birthday tomorrow to my former fiance Dhani Harrison. I still love you, Dhani, but I love my second wife more.

Transcription

Without Bob- Day One
To keep sane, I scribbled out a rather haphazard livejournal entry in a notebook that happened to be sitting next to my bed. So here's the transcription, assuming, of course, I can read what the hell I wrote. I'll also be typing in my rather peculiar writing style- some things get randomly capitalized, and some things that should be, don't. I try not to in school, but at home at 2:30+ in the morning, I don't really care.

"Day one with no Bob
Right now, on any given day, I'd usually be conversing with my darling. of course, Bob's gone, so I feel terribly alone- no boyfriend, no Bob, no anything. I love being by myself but hate being alone- if that makes sense- and for the first time in a long time I'm alone. Of course, this means that I'm free to read Things Fall Apart, but I Can't help but not Feel too thrilled about that. Also, Tamagotchi's batteries fell out again. Bitchy thing. currently (2:48 AM) restarting him so the little bitch (he takes after his mommy) can wake up very early tomorrow. Tamagotchi, bless him, just does not get the concept of "Sleeping in".
On another note entirely, I have decided, after reading cleolinda's lj, that I most definitely want to be a writer when I grow up. It's late, but I'm thinking of popping a dvd in so I can feel not!Alone. Don't think I will, however. I'll keep scribbling here for a while, then get undressed and read TfA and then pass out. I'm so pathetic, I already miss my sweetheart and I was just talking to him like ten minutes ago. But yes, this is definitely what I want to do for a living- write. I WILL be a famous writer, I swear. maybe not famous. maybe just an author. which, technically, I am. I've published exactly ten short stories online through lj. love. wow, it looks like I've written so much, but I bet typed up it's like nothing. When I get published, I'm definitely going under the psuedonym Diviana Moonbeam. You all might not like it, but I do. I could end up staying Ivyette though. with no last name. Just Ivyette. Who knows? I definitely want a psuedonym though. You know how I love to change names...

Mummy just called me in to watch Ringo doing an infomercial on tv. <3 Ringo. Tamagotchi, bitchy or not, has really grown on me. I love him even though he's demanding. Little tyke. :) Happy b-day Dhani. well- must be off, it's about 3:30... ok, love to my sweetie (isn't he the dreamiest???)
<3 Ivyette @ 3:33 AM. "