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ivybgreenflower) wrote2004-05-08 11:02 pm
ivybgreenflower) wrote2004-05-08 11:02 pm
Mm-Hmmm
hi, my name is: Grace
i was born on: November 24th, 2004.
i now live in: Spring Hill, Fl.
my height is: 5' 1"
my weight is: 125, as usual.
my hair color is: Dark brown, kinda boring but really lovely. I'm so sick of people making fun of it, though. It is NOT too long. I'm not doing it to be a hippie- if I wanted to be a hippie, I'd be buying drugs off of you- I'm growing it out because I like it.
my eye color is: Dark brown
i live with: My parents
i have these many siblings: 2, Jackie and Bianca
my best girl friend is: They're my sisters
my best guy friend is: I have a male wife who probably hates me now, does that count?
right now i am wearing: Black jeans shorts, the navy-blue top with the little flowers Stephanie gave me
right now i am listening to: If you want my love, leave your name and address... Paul.
right now i am eating: My words
right now i am reading: My mind, and hating what's going through it
right now i am thinking of: Bad things, bad memories, bad everything
right now i am watching: My hands type
right now i am trying to: Stop hating
right now i am wanting to: Stop hating, stop loving. Yes.
right now i miss: That feeling I used to get when you know someone out there is devoted to you, and only you.
right now i love: Right now, I hate.
yesterday i wore: Um... clothes.
yesterday i listened to: Beatles
yesterday i ate: Tacos
yesterday i read: Twitches, again, even though I finished the book the day I got it.
yesterday i thought of: How much I miss being held and loved, how much I miss that perfect feeling of knowing that your thoughts and feelings completely coincide with those of one other individuals. I don't miss him. I miss how I felt.
yesterday i watched: Nothing, I don't think
yesterday i tried to: Forget what I wish I could forget
yesterday i wanted to: Shoot someone
yesterday i missed: Feeling loved
yesterday i loved: ...someone.
tomorrow i will wear: more clothes
tomorrow i will listen to: Beatles
tomorrow i will eat: Whatever crap my grandmother cooks
tomorrow i will read: Livejournal
tomorrow i will think of: How much I miss being loved
tomorrow i will watch: TV?
tomorrow i will try: Not to hurt someone
tomorrow i will want: a hug
tomorrow i will miss: Being happy
tomorrow i will love: I don't know if I love anyone that way anymore. I hate it too much. I want to, and I can't, but I can't help it and I think I'll just kill us both.
last month was: Stupid
i was: Hateful
i wore: Clothes?
i listend to: Beatles
i ate: A lot of things
i read: My own fiction
i thought of: How happy I was when I was in "love".
i watched: Old TV
i tried to: Pass the AP tests
i wanted: To pass the AP tests.
i missed: How he made me feel
i loved: Someone
what is on your face: My glasses and a bit of powder
on your shirt: Teeny flowers
on your jeans: nothing
on your feet: nothing
in your hair: pink scrunchie
on your mind: Hateful thoughts
in the back of your head: The worst thing I could think of. "Get over it. No one loves you and you're kidding yourself if you think they do. Your friends love you, isn't that enough?"
stuck in your head: Make it stop.
Die. @ 10:something PM
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I'll beat the shit outta him.
*hugs*
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Ivyette
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Funny thing, when I try to picture you, sometimes I can only see the crudely-drawn turtle. :p
Ivyette
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*cough*Addict.*cough*
Hope you feel better. <3
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And I do. I wrote myself a prescription for hugs and I filled it.
'Vyette
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<3
Ivyette