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ivybgreenflower) wrote2004-04-13 11:40 pm
ivybgreenflower) wrote2004-04-13 11:40 pm
A hard day's night
I'm sticking what I would normally put in three entries into one for convenience.
Entry 1
< rant >
This is DISGUSTING. You have reduced me to a blubbering pile of rubble that holds on to your every syllable. It makes me SICK. YOU HAVE MADE ME SO PATHETIC IT MAKES ME CRY. You make me cry. You make me hate you. HATE. HATE!!!
I really can't stand this.
What makes me the most upset is that I'm enjoying this. Somehow, I like being tortured like this because of the false hope you give me, you bastard. I want something to happen right now. YES OR NO. For the love of Pete, I can't live like this. I almost want to go back to how I was two years ago, when you didn't exist to torture me and my ex was the one I cried over. At least that was real.
</ rant >
Entry 2
Bianca and Jess will remember how I cried (just a little) on the bus to USF... that is where we went, right? I can't remember which college it was, but anyway.
The first time I read this I cried a little.
Then I was telling my mother about this during the OscarsTM, and since I was so pumped up and nervous because I wanted Lord of the Rings to win, I started to sob. Uncontrollably. Wracking, Oh-Lord-she's-crazy-sobs.
I still get a lump in my throat when I read it, but I promise you won't.
BOYCOTT EBAY MOTORS.
And here it is:
"Thank you for the first dates, the sweaty palms
And thank you for driving twice around the block just to hear my favorite song (this part gets me)
Thank you for the road trips, the car games, the Sunday drives
I can't put how much you're worth into dollars (It was such a good ad, and when I first read this I smiled)
But there are millions of people out there who will. (I think I chucked the magazine fifty feet away after this)
Do it- Ebay Motors"
HOLY GEORGE. I'm still tearing up while reading it. I'm ready to break down and cry right now. Some things just hit me this way.
One commercial that always got me was that McDonald's commercial where the father took his little girl to McD's and she was crying unconsolably. Well, the father was giving her toys and stuff to try to calm her down, and he made a funny face or something and then Ronald comes to the window behind him and waves, so the little girl laughs and the father says "Yeah! Daddy's funny! ...daddy's funny!" I ALWAYS cry. I am now, actually. It's such a terrible commerical. I don't really know why...
Any body else have something that just gets them? Comment.
Entry 3
Ok, so I have real proof that John and George love me.
Paul was on some morning show twice in a row, at seven in the morning, but we all know alarm clocks (and it's just a little beep...) give me heart attacks. So before I went to sleep, I asked John and George, quite politely, if they would please wake me up. Well, I figured it wouldn't happen, but I gave it a try.
SO AT 6:51, I WOKE UP. On my own. No noise, nightmare, whatever woke me up. I just kind of... woke up.
Turns out, my mother woke up, too. So we taped it. She woke up again today at 8 and I'm not sure if she missed it or not, we'll have to see.
They really do love me!
Ivyette @ 11:something PM
Entry 1
< rant >
This is DISGUSTING. You have reduced me to a blubbering pile of rubble that holds on to your every syllable. It makes me SICK. YOU HAVE MADE ME SO PATHETIC IT MAKES ME CRY. You make me cry. You make me hate you. HATE. HATE!!!
I really can't stand this.
What makes me the most upset is that I'm enjoying this. Somehow, I like being tortured like this because of the false hope you give me, you bastard. I want something to happen right now. YES OR NO. For the love of Pete, I can't live like this. I almost want to go back to how I was two years ago, when you didn't exist to torture me and my ex was the one I cried over. At least that was real.
</ rant >
Entry 2
Bianca and Jess will remember how I cried (just a little) on the bus to USF... that is where we went, right? I can't remember which college it was, but anyway.
The first time I read this I cried a little.
Then I was telling my mother about this during the OscarsTM, and since I was so pumped up and nervous because I wanted Lord of the Rings to win, I started to sob. Uncontrollably. Wracking, Oh-Lord-she's-crazy-sobs.
I still get a lump in my throat when I read it, but I promise you won't.
BOYCOTT EBAY MOTORS.
And here it is:
"Thank you for the first dates, the sweaty palms
And thank you for driving twice around the block just to hear my favorite song (this part gets me)
Thank you for the road trips, the car games, the Sunday drives
I can't put how much you're worth into dollars (It was such a good ad, and when I first read this I smiled)
But there are millions of people out there who will. (I think I chucked the magazine fifty feet away after this)
Do it- Ebay Motors"
HOLY GEORGE. I'm still tearing up while reading it. I'm ready to break down and cry right now. Some things just hit me this way.
One commercial that always got me was that McDonald's commercial where the father took his little girl to McD's and she was crying unconsolably. Well, the father was giving her toys and stuff to try to calm her down, and he made a funny face or something and then Ronald comes to the window behind him and waves, so the little girl laughs and the father says "Yeah! Daddy's funny! ...daddy's funny!" I ALWAYS cry. I am now, actually. It's such a terrible commerical. I don't really know why...
Any body else have something that just gets them? Comment.
Entry 3
Ok, so I have real proof that John and George love me.
Paul was on some morning show twice in a row, at seven in the morning, but we all know alarm clocks (and it's just a little beep...) give me heart attacks. So before I went to sleep, I asked John and George, quite politely, if they would please wake me up. Well, I figured it wouldn't happen, but I gave it a try.
SO AT 6:51, I WOKE UP. On my own. No noise, nightmare, whatever woke me up. I just kind of... woke up.
Turns out, my mother woke up, too. So we taped it. She woke up again today at 8 and I'm not sure if she missed it or not, we'll have to see.
They really do love me!
Ivyette @ 11:something PM
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Take care,
SS
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Love,
Ivyette