ivybgreenflower | Survey... thingie that I think I've already taken

EDIT: I apologize for the fact that I forgot to cut this. Oops!

Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight
Single?: Yes. Sigh. lol.
Birthdate:: November 24th
Your age:: 16
Age you act:: I dunno... 16ish I guess
Age you wish you were:: 11
Your height:: 5'1"
Eye color:: Dark brown
Hair color:: Dark brown
Happy with it?: It needs a trim
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Right, my left hand is rather useless
Your living arrangement:: The usual, with my parents, like most 16 year olds that aren't pregnant or drugged up or something.
Your family:: Eh
Have any pets?: Two birds- a parakeet (budgie) and a cockatiel, named Peter J. Peanut (attorney at law) and Ceasar.
Whats your job?: None really, well... after we stay for the Mr. Myers' thing I guess it will be that.
Piercings?: No! Besides, only Ringo is pierced.
Tattoos?: None!
Obsessions?: Beatles, lotr sometimes, HP, make-up and bracelets
Addictions?: See above!
Do you speak another language?: Spanish, I used to be pretty good but now I'm not
Have a favorite quote?: There is room at the top they are telling you still... but first you must learn how to smile as you kill...
Do you have a webpage?: Yes
Do you live in the moment?: No, I live in the past. Yes.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes. At least outwardly.... lol... but not always.
Do you have any secrets?: Yes.
Do you hate yourself?: A little.
Do you like your handwriting?: Ugh no.
Do you have any bad habits?: Yeah
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Hair or writing.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "The story of- wait, what was I saying?"
What's your biggest fear?: Dying, losing people, um... Beatles dying (Ringo is sickly ):)
Can you sing?: No!!!!
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Lol, no, being cool isn't something I really care about.
Are you a loner?: In my head I am, but not really, I get lonely too easily and I love my friends too much.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Beatles
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: No. Definitely not.
Are you a daredevil?: Never.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Yeah... my angryness is getting scary.
Are you passive or agressive?: Agressive!!!!!!
Do you have a journal?: Duh.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strengths... writing, I suppose. weakness... Malfoy twins and Jesus hair and lj and Beatles...
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my... temperment. I'd remove my nerves.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: NO. I am an emotional train wreck. I am a time bomb waiting to explode... that Kenny kid from my class last year used to call me Ticker... then he went to Central... that may be why... lmao.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: AP, I guess, but it's gonna pay off... I hope
Do you think life has been good so far?: Eh, good enough
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: It's easier to hate someone then to love them, because love takes something mutual and hate doesn't...
What do you like the most about your body?: Eh. Hair. I guess.
And least?: I dunno.
Do you think you are good looking?: Ugh! No! I'm hideous! How can I let myself out of my house? Aaahh *cries*
Are you confident?: Sometimes, but not usually.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Well, I'm like Harry Potter in the sense that when people see me, they look at my face, then my chest/fork, then mention the fork, then talk to me, like Harry and his scar. Um. I'm kinda like... er... Sam? I follow people hopelessly and I become devoted and annoying. Hahahahaha.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Sometimes
Do You...
Read the newspaper?: Yeah, if something looks interesting. I read Dear Abby and the comics and that Carolyn Hax chick.
Pray?: Sometimes. If something important comes up. Usually I go to JohnandGeorge.
Go to church?: I guess in my religion, "church" is my room... so yeah, all the time.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yeah. Usually.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yeah, omg, Kupkake's eye fell out! Not the whole thing, just the colored part, and I'm gonna make my mom stick it back in because she's creeping my out with the missing eye.
Take walks in the rain?: When it's a sunshower I do. I remember once two years ago we had one on one day and then another on the next day and there was a double rainbow and I walked around my backyard in the rain and it was so beautiful and the rain wasn't sticky like it usually is... it was surreal.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Sometimes. Like Gio.
Drive?: NO.
Like to drive fast?: NOOO!
Have you..
Liked your voice?: No.
Hurt yourself?: I used to pick scabs because I liked blood, but I never, like, cut myself or anything, and I don't pick scabs anymore, that's just gross.
Been out of the country?: Nope
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yeah, I think.
Been in love?: Yes!
Done drugs?: No!! Ugh!!!
Gone skinny dipping?: No
Had a medical emergency?: Nope
Had surgery?: Nope
Ran away from home?: Nah, I like it hear
Played strip poker?: No, regular poker, yes. I'm pretty good, I have amazing luch, full houses are my specialty.
Gotten beaten up?: Nope!
Beaten someone up?: Not technically...
Been picked on?: Tons and tons and tons, I used to cry a lot when I was little, but then I got over it :)
Been on stage?: Tons! I even wrote a play! It was about a schitzophrenic little red riding hood. I was the lead. It was great. Then onetime i was Princess Prissy, the clever one. My dress was too tight. I loved it. And then...
Slept outdoors?: Nope.
Thought about suicide?: Everyone thinks about it. If you mean considered commiting suicide, then no, not seriously. Do you have any idea how much that would mess up my entire family and all of my friends? I could never be that selfish.
Pulled an all nighter?: Close to it! Right, Bincancnanmndjkwhda?
If yes, what is your record?: All night, silly!
Gone one day without food?: It's called intestinal flu
Talked on the phone all night?: Nope
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: lol, I've never been in the same room with one of those male cratures all night
Slept all day?: Close to it sometimes, lol.
Made out with a stranger?: ...why?
Had sex with a stranger?: ........ .
Thought you're going crazy?: I am
Kissed the same sex?: Not like... that
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No
Been betrayed?: Tons, but not lately because my friends are actually good people.
Had a dream that came true?: Ringo. !
Broken the law?: I guess, I burn cds, but! Under a legal clause it's alright to make one copy of one electronic cd for backup purposes. :)
Met a famous person?: Nope, well, I met a book author once- Margaret Peterson Haddix. She signed my book. Actually, she came to my school and she signed everyone's. :)
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No! I'm careful!
On purpose?: NO!!!!!!!!!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: To my mom or Kupkake or JohnandGeorge
Stolen anything?: Nothing big enough to count.
Been on radio/tv?: Nope.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Why?
Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes, the most recent was two weeks ago.
Bungee jumped?: Nope!
Had a dream that kept coming back?: When I was little I dreamt of a big monster that came out of the faucet in my bath tub.

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Sure
Miracles?: Eh
Astrology?: No, don't be stupid.
Magic?: Kinda...
God?: Yes
Satan?: There is no one devil. The devil is in each and every one of us.
Santa?: No
Ghosts?: Yes.
Luck?: Kinda.
Love at first sight?: Maybe love after a bunch of sighthings. Like Malfoy1, for example, I looked at his mannerisms and such before jumping to love conclusions, and I don't love him anyway, but if I did, that's what it would be.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yeah, otherwise you wouldn't recognize it.
Witches?: Not really.
Easter bunny?: My uncle (dead) saw it's foot, so yes.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: I suppose
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No, there's just more rain someplace else.
Do you wish on stars?: I wish on JohnandGeorges.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No. They are states which exsist solely inside oneself. People do go someplace when they die though.
Do you think God has a gender?: No, because God is not human or aninal.
Do you believe in organized religion?: Not really a lot. I mean, I believe some of the Jesus stuff from the bible, and some of the Mohammed stuff, and some of rhe Siddhartha stuff, so I suppose there's some truth to it, but not really.
Where do you think we go when we die?: We've discussed this...

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Not really friends, but kinda... I guess.
Who is your best friend? Bianca and Jackie are the closest friends I have, so them.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: I don't know... JohnandGeorge, I suppose, because of the magnitude of things I tell them.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Snap out of it!
Your favourite inside joke? I dunno, I love them all!
Thing you're picked on most about? Fork, mismatched shoes, but not a lot, really.
Who's your longest known friend?: Uhh... wow... I dunno.
Newest?: Err... my lj friends
Shyest?: Bianca
Funniest?: Matt
Sweetest?: Bianca
Closest?: Bianca and Jackie
Weirdest?: Stephanie sometimes, usually me and the wife
Smartest?: Stephanie!!!
Ditziest?: Me
Friends you miss being close to the most?: None, really, I'm still close to the ones I actually like.

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Yeah. The last two were pretty bad and I wish they'd have never happened.
What do you find romantic?: The weirdest things. Forks are a big one... um... just hugs, really. I love hugs and I never get any. Although, Jackie, thanks for the one from Thursday. :)
Turn-on?: Long hair... I ~~stroke~~ brush Jesus' all the time. But ponytails are ugly.
Turn-off?: Light blue eyes. Regular ones are ok, but sometimes they're just scary. And... stupidity, unwashed hair, cologne (usually), etc.
First kiss?: Not a real one
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: Disgusted, sad, flattered, annoyed. In the case of the winterdanceguy, disgusted and angered. And! he comes to history study sessions AND HE'S NOT IN WILCOX'S CLASS! GO AWAY! Strangely enough, he looks kinda like Ben Affleck but fatter and uglier. Ugh.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: I've done both, neither worked, really.

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: Not something I think I've ever cared about. I like it better the way it is now, I like to know they like me first... I have a fear of rejection...
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: That one winterdude must have. Either that or it's my sparkling personality- remember how he noticed the glitter on my cheeks and said he'd never seen me wear glitter before and I was like, wtf, you're looking at me?
What is best about the opposite sex?: HUGS. Hugs, hugs, hugs. And having someone to hold onto. I really need that.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They're thoughtless sometimes
What's the last present someone gave you?: Ummm face wash. It was my mother.

Are you in love?: No. Sadly enough.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: I would if I had one.

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: None
You wanted to kill?: Sexton... Toole... that's it.
That you laughed at?: Me
That laughed at you?: I dunno
That turned you on?: Lol, no one I can think of.
You went shopping with?: Mother, today we went plant shopping and I wanted petunias and I wanted the tea olive and I think we're getting the tea olive.
To disappoint you?: Me
To ask you out?: Winterdude. Ugh. Stop reminding me no one asks me out except weirdoes like David Richard and winterdude.
To make you cry?: Me
To brighten up your day?: Beatles, friends
That you thought about?: I dunno
You saw a movie with?: Jackie, I think that's the last time I saw a movie was ROTK... not sure.
You talked to on the phone?: Not today! I love going days with no phone calls!
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Matt, Pinky, Amanda
You saw?: Bianca, Steph, and Jessica at the History thingie today
What are you wearing right now?: My Beatles shirt, and my nice-buttons pants... oohh! Did I ever tell you the story of these pants? Well... Here goes.
See, these pants are regular blue jeans I've had for years, and they have these gold studs down the sides. Well, when I was in 8th grade, I used to walk around a lot, and I passed my favorite teacher, Mr. Siefert. Well, he tells me, "Nice buttons!" when I passed him, and the girls at the nearest lunch table go "OMG did he just tell you you have a nice butt????" It was terribly embarrassing but it makes for great story-telling material, even threeish years later...
Body part you're touching right now:: None
What are you worried about right now?: School!!!!!
What book are you reading?: I finished "Three's a Crowd" and now I'm reading the school books, The Glneceoeoepdie.
What's on your mousepad?: It's navy blue and it says SOROC. Whatever that means.

Kbye.
Ivyette @ 12:02 AM

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